I Got Tagged... Here Are My " Pieces Of Eight "

So, I got tagged by Shaney... There is a Meme floating around where you tell 8 things people don't know about you... Sound easy? Hmmm... Ready Set Go:

1.) I am a total bastard... LOL... No really, When my Mom and Dad divorced, she left Georgia and went home to the farm... No one knew she was pregnant, especially my Father, 8 months later, (I'm a premy) a push, and a scream, here I am... I'm not sure how my Father found out I had arrived (I think an Uncle). So, See, I live up to my name LOL... ;)

2.) Evidently, I'm too weird to date... One guy told me that more people would be interested in me if I took all my piercings out and dressed more normal, didn't fuck with my hair so much ie: whatever his tastes were at the time... Another guy told me I'm too nice to date, that my personality didn't match my appearance... I'm assuming with the piercings and tattoos, I give off more of an aggressive, bad boy image... When I'm actually kinda nice and would do anything for my guy... Weird HUH? I say Fuck em' all... We will find each other when we find each other.

3.) A lot of my blog friends don't know this... One of my fears, (my Dad had an accident when he was younger) motorcycles... In 2003, I took the Rider's Edge course, passed with flying colors and got my license :)..... Here is a photo of me on my motorcycle, riding the tail of the dragon... 11 miles, 318 curves... Holy Shit, there is such a sense of freedom, adrenaline rush... I can't describe it...
4.) I sleep with a stuffed animal at night... She is a 30 inch long, rather large leopard... I don't have pets, my roommate is allergic... as a joke, I got her and told him I went out and bought a cat, he laughed and I've slept with her ever since...

Hmmm... This is Harder Than You Think...

5.) I am a 13 year old boy, trapped in a 36 year old body... I love video games, comics, and cartoons... current favorite cartoon... Naruto

6.) I haven't had sex in 6 months... Hows that for something you really didn't want to know... I should also clarify (with another person).

7.) I can honestly say, with all the shit that has happened or I've done to myself... I am truly happy, with my life, myself, my career... I just need to clean my house... Then everything would be perfect... LOL

8.) I believe there is a hero in all of us... Although, sometimes playing the villain is so much more fun. Today, I feel like playing the hero... I don't know If I've met all the requirements for "Pieces of Eight", you guys know more about me... Maybe too much LOL, but I guess that is the point... I'm going to tag : Gina Bruce... Famous... DwightSupremacy... Pragm@ist... Katie O... About A Boy... Clever Fool... Too Compelling To Ignore... Those are my eight, for many different reasons... Mainly, I'm curious... Anyway, be kind to yourselves... I'm great, thanks for asking.

Phobia

Phobia: An unreasonable sort of fear that can cause avoidance and panic.
Phobias are a relatively common type of anxiety disorder.

Okay, so a little before I turned 30, I started working on my fears... I don't think I have that many, and most are mild... This particular phobia is one of the bigger ones... I know the how and when and the who and where... Over the years tho, it compounded, growing in on itself, to almost crippling levels... Complete avoidance, panic, and anxiety... To the point of not going to pool parties, going out with friends on the lake in a boat, even laying out by the pool had it's anxious moments, I would make excuses and generally avoided those situations... I'm talking about Hydrophobia (fear of water).
Yesterday, I took my first steps in conquering this fear... I had my first swim lesson... It was awesome, I did a lot better than I thought I would, and had fun doing it.
It fascinates me how much of our lives are controlled by a single thought (I can't)... I never said it once during class, or thought it... I opened myself up to the possibility of I CAN... and I did...
What an amazing feeling... I'm not over my fear, but I do feel better, about being in water... We will see what the next class holds... Now I know, I Can do it...
Besides, who doesn't want to look at or like this... Sue... Want to join me? ;)

The Day I Met Francesco D'Macho... or... Move Over Big Hands, Well For A Minute Anyway...

Thursday was an insane day... I was slammed (out sick Wednesday) some of my people had to move to an already packed Thursday... 9am to 7pm, I'm like Bam, Bam, Pow... Anyway, I get home... Ahh, peace and quiet... Check my email... Hmmm... Comment from Sue, (thats weird, I haven't posted anything new) I check it out... Holy Shit... Francesco D'macho is in Atlanta for one night only, at WETbar... I am talking about... this man...

Winner of a Grabby (most versatile) at the 2007 AVN awards (congrats), star of his own videoblog MachoTube (on youtube check it out), One of the hottest new talents at Hot House Entertainment, and an incredibly sexy man.


Partnered to this man,
Francois Sagat, also incredibly sexy...






(Hot Power Couple, Move over Becks and Posh)... They are also my inspiration for the gym (not kidding)... Anyway... I head to the gym, (of course) come home, shower, head out... I walk into WETbar and literally Francesco walks by heading up to SKYbar, (rooftop bar) my heart starts pounding... I'm nervous... OMGoddess that man is beautiful... I head to the bar, grab a beer and get a table,taking in my surroundings, (I've never been here before) It's actually quite nice... Okay, beer number 2, (I'm still anchored to my table) I'm glad I wore a dark shirt, I've got sweaty pits... My friend Jeff walks in (they are having a Birthday party for a friend of his) we chat for a minute, introductions, hello hello... They are off, I'm still anchored to the table... I'm on a mission tho... I make my way up the stairs, another bar... Hmmm I think I'll have a beer (#3)...
SKYbar is amazing, it opens out into the Alanta skyline, sofas, fireplace, (not that we need it tonight, it's perfect out) I look around... there he is... Francesco is seated on one of the sofas with (come to find out later) the manager of the bar, not very many people here yet... Oh, look a table... Okay, I know, I'm anchored to another table, but at least I'm on the same patio with him... What... I'm SHY...
Jeff comes out to where I'm seated... Awww, he brought me a beer... #4...we chat, hes giving me the skinny on the who, what, when, where, and how many times... So here we are, Me and Jeff, sitting across SKYbar (not even 10 feet) from the sexiest man I have ever seen, I am trying to work up my courage to go over and introduce myself... say hello... It's gotten busier and now hes surrounded by all these beautiful guys, my heart is pounding in my chest, I've put it off long enough... Jeff says he is heading out... Hes got a long day tomorrow... I say my goodbyes... I down my beer... Hes standing, heres my chance...
I walk over, Hes talking, there is a break in conversation, I touch his arm, (good god) it's firm...
Here we go...
Syn- Francesco, he turns, those eyes (I feel Big Hand's Stupid coming... I push it down) Hello, I just wanted to come over and introduce myself, I'm Michael, (I shake his hand)... I post comments on your blog as Synrgy... I see the light of recognition in his eyes, he smiles (god, hes sexy).
Francesco- Yes, I thought I recognized you, I've commented on yours, I think...
Syn- Ive been sitting over at that table trying to work up the courage to come over here and introduce myself... I'm shy.
Francesco- I am shy to... he gives me a big hug, I tell him...
Syn- Sue and Doug wanted me to tell you hello... his eyes light up like a little boy at Christmas...
Francesco- Do you know them personally?
Syn- No, no, just from blogging.
Francesco- They are great... and Sue...
Syn- I know... She's awesome, I don't know Doug that well, but he seems really nice.
Francesco- He is. he smiles that smile, good god...
Francesco- I heard that they have posted something on their blogs...
Syn- Yes.
Francesco- Tell them I'm sorry I haven't had a chance to respond I don't have my blackberry with me...
Syn- I will... I smile...
Syn- They are the ones that told me you would be here...
Syn- I look him up and down... There is no way you eat M&M's for breakfast...
Francesco- Yes I do, see... he lifts up his shirt, oh god...
Syn- Shut up, whatever... we both laugh...
Syn- Congratulations on your award... and on the video blog...
Francesco- Thank you... Do you like it?... almost embarrassed...
Syn- Yes of course, I love it, it's awesome...
Syn- When are you going back home to see Francois... he smiles...
Francesco- I am touring the states, then back home.
Syn- Well, like Sue says... I shake my finger at him... Don't forget to take some time for yourself... he laughs...
Francesco- Sue is Sweet.
He introduces me to the manager of the club, we all chat...
Syn- Francesco, do you mind if I get a photo?

Francesco- Yes of course, but you have to promise me, you will put it in your blog...
Syn- try and stop me... I promise... I smile...
Francesco- Do you have a camera?
Syn- Oh look, theres one, here in my pocket... he smiles...
We get a guy, well Francesco does, to take our picture, he looks at it, I look at it, Francesco looks at it...
Francesco- Good... lets do another, a fun one... there are 75 different "fun" scenarios that go through my mind in the 2 to 3 seconds it takes me to respond...

Syn- Sure, okay... I cup his right pec... LOL... He cups mine, well my little one...
Syn- Yours are bigger than mine... much bigger, good god... he laughs, we look at the photo...
Francesco- Thats great...




I get a photo of him with a couple of beefy boys... (cute)... really cute...

Francesco says he wants to get a group shot... I love my imagination... I take the camera and get into position to take the photo... Francesco looks up...
Francesco- No, you to.
Syn- awww...
Francesco takes the camera and finds some random guy to take the group shot... giggle...

Syn- Francesco, Thank You so much... It was so very nice meeting you...
Francesco- It was nice meeting you. Are you staying?... I wish, but its late...
Syn- No. I have an early day tomorrow... he gives me a big hug... I whisper in his ear...
Syn- You take care of yourself... he feels nice...
Francesco- You to...
I'm off, I head downstairs, out of the bar, down to my car, get in, and breathe... I drive home with the biggest smile on my face, (that still hasn't come off) and that was the day I met the one and only Francesco D'macho, one of the sexiest men alive, and one of the nicest guys you would ever want to meet...
Francesco, you are an amazing man, it was such a pleasure meeting you... Thank You.
As always, be kind to yourselves, I'm doing great, Thanks for asking...