Do you have any leather?... If it were possible, my brain not only farted, it took a big ol' smelly shit... I could not believe those words came out of my mouth, I almost looked around to see who had said that... He smiles and blushes again, and says yes... He used to but an ex went crazy on him and got rid of it all... I told him I could see him riding a motorcycle... chaps, gloves , leather jacket... He said he wanted one... Oh the images that went through my mind... This is the closest I could find...
So I strip down, I'm laying face up on the table, before he comes into the room, I hear him go out onto the back patio and turn on the jacuzzi... Score, YAY, Hes gonna ask me after my session to get in the jacuzzi... He comes in we start the session and its great, we chat, laugh, our breathing is in unison, I am truly relaxed, so relaxed in fact, I completely get lost in us, and bone up... Raging Boner... Wouldn't be so bad, but I'm face up... Umm Yeah... Luckily I keep my eyes closed for most of the session... It's over already... Damn... I get up get dressed and walk out of the room, He brings me a water... I pay we set up my next appointment... Any second he will ask if I want to soak... Okay (SYN) I'll see you next month... Huh... Damn... We walk out onto the front porch and he gives me a big hug, I stop dead in my tracks... Next door, there is a large tree, looks like a bonsai, and behind it, is the most amazing sunset... It's absolutely beautiful, I look at him, he looks at me, he smiles, I smile... I tell him that he is lucky, he gets to see this everyday, He gives me another big hug, and then tells me that he can also see it from the backyard and from the jacuzzi... I pause for a moment... Nothing, Damn... I get in the car and head to the grocery store... Pint of Ben&Jerry's... Head home...
The next day, I'm at work, a co-worker says... Big Hands is down at starbucks... I'm going to get a water I'll be right back... I get my water, "accidentally" run into Big Hands... He smiles that smile... Hey how are you... (Stupid Sets In) Hey... I'm... getting a water for work... Um, good to see you... I'm back in the salon, my next client is in my chair, we are discussing what we are going to do... In walks Big Hands... Oh you are with a client, I'll... No it's okay, I leave my client and walk up front... Big Hug, we talk for a second... I knew you worked around here but didn't know where... After his meeting, he actually took time out of his schedule to look for my salon... Awww... He leaves, I apologize to my client, my client saw him and knows the story... He said there was no need to apologize... Friday rolls around, my parking place is taken, I have to park at the other end of the mall, and run into him again, Big Hug, ( he looks good) we chat for a minute, then off to work...
I really like this Crush, this feeling, and my fear is firmly planted... So until I grow some balls, I guess it will remain the same... Since this appointment there was another... this past Monday, I'm a lazy blogger, I know, I will get around to that one soon... Until then... Be Kind To Yourselves...
